foreverFalling

You'll never know

The hurts

The pains

A million fires lit

And extinguished all at once

Feeling and losing

Burning and freezing 

The harshest slash of deception

Being told to write the words 

Doesn't make it true

But it made me believe 

I'm kicked down 

A Spartan well

Falling

And falling

And falling

And there is no bottom

No impact

To make the pain end 

Owned

Blindfolded, all I

Had was his voice to coach me

To quivering end. 

unnamedStorm

You rail

And wreck

Abuse and destroy

The hurricane that you are

Such violent nature 

You'll spin out of control 

Until you remember 

I'm your calm center 

The Mistress Sub

Eyes down

Tongue held

You're entering a holy place

Where sacred silence is worshiped 

My presence is your temple 

While your calves burn 

And your brow sweats

Remember to praise my name

Silently

I am your unforgettable distraction

I am your soul defender

I am your undeniable everything 

I am every piece of music

I am every instrument 

I am every Maestro

I am 

Eternal

Hollow

There is a crater 

Where you used to be

An impact mark

So deep

Even oceans couldn't

Mask the damage

I've shed 

All the salt water I can

In a pathetic attempt to try

No salt is left

No water is left

No self is left

No one hears the wails of 

The muted  

remoteControl

Every fucking night

The lights go down and my heart

Just cannot purge you. 

contractHolder

There's a big difference 

Between you and me

You think we are the same

Because we both bow

I am not 

Crippled into submission 

Controlled through fear

Castrated by jealousy

I am not 

Mistaken as property 

Manipulated through anger

Mocked until broken

I am 

Strong

Brave

Smart

Confident

Powerful

Worshipped

There's a big difference

Between you and me 

Service forced is slavery

Service given is a gift 

And the difference is made by

The one who holds the leash

Vanity

Impossible love

Put the mirror to your back 

Let me reflect you 

Death's Love Letter

I desire what he does not

For he cannot see 

Your radiance

His eyes were taken long ago

And yet he claims to see

I desire what he does not

For he cannot hear

The caress in your voice

His ears were closed long ago

And yet he claims to hear

I desire what he does not

For he cannot taste

The whiskey of your soul

His tongue was burned long ago

And yet he claims to taste

I desire what he does not

For he cannot smell

The honeysuckle on your skin

His nose was pinched long ago

And yet he claims to smell

I desire what he does not 

For he cannot touch

The velvet of your skin

His hands were bound long ago

And yet he claims to feel

So come with me 

Beautiful thing

Be my Queen of the Ether

And I shall treasure you

For eternity 

About Last Night

One dream can turn the

Million steps forward into

One huge fall backward. 

yourChallenge

Push me 

Pull me

Hold me down 

Make it hard to breathe

Frighten me

Excite me

Make me hot

Make me shiver

Paint my flesh

Collect my tears 

Make me feel

Happiness 

Joy 

Fear

Hate

Anything 

I've been numb too long

All That You Deserve

Flay the black ink from your wrist 

Claims have been revoked

No one wants you

You don't belong

Retreat to a place that is safe

Hide so well

You can no longer find yourself

The blackness calls

And salt water rises 

Grow more and more pale

In the cave you carved

You don't deserve the sun

Or flowers

Or gentle breezes

For Golem has found

His new Precious